i guess this is it..

i've always hated people leaving
cos it not always a certainty that they'll be back



i've always said 'see you' or 'catch you later' in place of 'good bye'
cos the last time i said good bye to a good friend,
he commited suicide the very same day
and it was really a 'good bye'..

mm their gone..
almost cried..
and everyone there thought i was as happy as an otter..
haha, lying to myself again
i don't know what to feel anymore..

i can only please one person each day.
today is not your day.
tomorrow isn't looking good for you either.