do you feel lost ?

added two new songs.. as usual side bar, go listen

will my soul ever rest in peace :

I've been searching for an oasis

In the desert for so long

In my weakness trying

To pretend I'm strong

I've been holding on

To things that I have left behind

I've been scared and lonely

I'm crippled inside

Bathed my soul in the starlight

Healed my wounds in the sun

Screamed my pain to the forest

Asking the question why?

[Chorus]

Will there come a time for me when I find peace of mind

Will I always have this feeling like I'm last in the line

I will climb up the mountain and light up the candle and ask:

"Will my soul ever rest in peace?"

[Chorus]

I've been washed in pain

Haunted by the ghosts of years ago

They won't leave me be

They keep coming back for more

[Chorus]

My crippled soul is yearning to be free

[Chorus]

4000 rainy nights:

These empty days are filling me with pain

After I left it seems my life is only rain

My heart is longing to the better times

When everything was still so fine

I wonder why it happens so fast

You give your heart away knowing it might not last

I'm still here waiting for the rain to fall

And to see you once again

4000 Rainy Nights

4000 Nights I'd be with you

4000 Rainy Nights with you

I keep your memory in my heart

You give me hope when everything is so dark

That thing nobody can take away

Forever in me

4000 Rainy...

A Pessimist is what an Optimist calls a Realist.