run to the water.

"your heart skipped a beat. and when i caught it, you were out of reach."

at first i thought i could go through with this,
and i really wanted it to,
i was even prepared to tell you,
doesn't matter to me what happens,
as long as at the end of the day you knew who you'd go back to.
yes it'd be torture, but least i'd have gotten to see you.
you would have brighten my day like a star...
but as much as i like you, neither the pain nor guilt wouldn't stop tearing at me.


heh, it's sad that people around us don't trust
either of us enough to let us talk or meet.
its sad, we're all like little lost kids.

you're probably angry and i know doing this would probably kill any chance of us happening but sometimes the hardest thing and right are the same.

sometimes i wish i were more selfish
sometimes i wish i were more bastardy
sometimes i wish i were more in control
sometimes i wish i were more heartless

i'm sorry but too bad, i'm not.
i'm sorry but too bad, things had to turn out like this.

i really don't know what is going to happen now
i'm not sure how you feel anymore, about me, about this
and i don't know how many people i've offended anymore.

i think i’m losing where you end and i begin,
its all a blur.


maybe we're not meant for this,
maybe we're better off alone.
and if i'm honest,
i would tell you i'm missing you,
come back and haunt me.




i didn't mean to fall in love with you
and baby there's a name for what you put me through
it isn't love, it's robbery
i'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me.