hard to love you.

Why do they make it hard to love you?
Why can't they even start to try?
'Cause now I feel a bridge is burning
And all the smoke is in my eyes

I realize I never let them know me
I always wanted to be right
Took a mistake to really show me
Exactly what they were like

I've been wrong but I've been changing
I've been wondering what to do
Here I am alone and waiting
For you

Why do I try and make them happy?
Why am I always playing nice?
It isn't easy trying to tell you
Exactly what's on my mind

nothing is what it seems without you.

sad..

i love this movie, i cried when charlie died. :(




probably why i developed a love for pocket watches.



i tear my heart open, i sew myself shut
and my weakness is that i care too much
and my scars remind me that the past is real
i tear my heart open just to feel

wtf

one last puzzle.


batman son of superman..


church wars


omg! an arcanine in real life.





go away.. no please stay..
what am i gonna do with all this time i set aside for you
like im supposed to know, you were all alone

night time

You mean that much to me
And it’s hard to show
Gets hectic inside of me
When you go
Can I confess these things to you
I don’t know
Embedded in my chest
And it hurts to hold

I couldn’t spill my heart
My eyes gleam
Looking in from the dark
I walk out in stormy weather
Hope my words keep us together
Steady walking but bound to trip
Should release but just tighten my grip

Night time sympathize
I’ve been working on white lies
So I’ll tell the truth
I’ll give it up to you
And when the day comes
It will have all been fun
We’ll talk about it soon

I couldn’t spill my heart
My eyes gleam
Looking in from the dark
I walk out in stormy weather
Hope my words keep us together
Steady walking but bound to trip
Should release but just tighten my grip

Night time sympathize
I’ve been working on white lies
So I’ll tell the truth
I’ll give it up to you
And when the day comes
It will have all been fun
We’ll talk about it soon

her morning elegance.

run to the water.

"your heart skipped a beat. and when i caught it, you were out of reach."

at first i thought i could go through with this,
and i really wanted it to,
i was even prepared to tell you,
doesn't matter to me what happens,
as long as at the end of the day you knew who you'd go back to.
yes it'd be torture, but least i'd have gotten to see you.
you would have brighten my day like a star...
but as much as i like you, neither the pain nor guilt wouldn't stop tearing at me.


heh, it's sad that people around us don't trust
either of us enough to let us talk or meet.
its sad, we're all like little lost kids.

you're probably angry and i know doing this would probably kill any chance of us happening but sometimes the hardest thing and right are the same.

sometimes i wish i were more selfish
sometimes i wish i were more bastardy
sometimes i wish i were more in control
sometimes i wish i were more heartless

i'm sorry but too bad, i'm not.
i'm sorry but too bad, things had to turn out like this.

i really don't know what is going to happen now
i'm not sure how you feel anymore, about me, about this
and i don't know how many people i've offended anymore.

i think i’m losing where you end and i begin,
its all a blur.


maybe we're not meant for this,
maybe we're better off alone.
and if i'm honest,
i would tell you i'm missing you,
come back and haunt me.




i didn't mean to fall in love with you
and baby there's a name for what you put me through
it isn't love, it's robbery
i'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me.

killing yourself to live

occam's razor

entia non sunt multiplicanda praeter necessitatem

now, you explain it to me.

and to the victor goes the spoils.

bury me