understood..not

these are my thoughts written down,
i write it down because it seems so hard to say it,
their my only savior,
from not saying what i really want to say,
these are the thoughts that are on my mind,
moments that haven't yet been defined,
and i don't know if you could ever understand,
but these are the things i can't say when we're alone..

where am i ?

woo its been while..
like i said earlier everythings going to change,
its going to be a dam messy and weird year

don't bother saying it if you don't mean it,
cause i don't don't need it.

how did i get so stranded..
here i am.. built a house upon the sand
and i know im slipping away too fast..
slipping away..