all i have.. are my pictures of you..

i've been looking so long
at these pictures of you
that i almost believe that they're real
i've been living so long with my pictures of you
that i almost believe that
the pictures are all i can feel

remembering you
standing quiet in the rain
as i ran to your heart to be near
and we kissed as the sky fell in
holding you close
how i always held close in your fear

remembering you
running soft through the night
you were bigger brighter and
whiter than snow

screamed at the make-believe
screamed at the sky and you finally found
all your courage
to let it all go

remembering you
fallen into my arms
crying for the death of you heart
you were stone white so delicate
so lost in the cold
you were always so lost in the dark

remembering you
how you used to be
so drowned you were angels
so much more than everything
hold for the last time
then slip away quietly
open my eyes but i never see anything

if only i'd thought of the right words
i could have held onto your heart
if only i'd thought of the right words
i wouldn't be breaking apart
all my pictures of you

looking so long at these pictures of you
i never hold onto your heart
looking so long for the words to be true
but your always just breaking apart
my pictures of you

there is nothing in the world
that i ever wanted more
than to feel you deep in my heart
there was nothing in the world
that i ever wanted more
than to never feel the breaking apart
all my pictures of you..

great song,
yes i appreciate things beyond face value
no i'm not some metal junkie -_-

songs on the sidebar, go listen to it

songs pretty self explainatory,
poor chap

i can't control the rain that keeps falling..